I want to invent something so that I will never have to work again

I'm so f*cking tired this morning. I don't think I can function. And there's no creamer for the coffee. Not a good way to start out the day. I'm also really sore for some reason, as if I was beaten w/ a baseball bat (albeit a plastic one). All fingers point to Ashley (why do you want to hurt me???) Yesterday all I did was lay around on my a** all day, with my only trip outdoors being a 1 hour excursion to hunt down a taco bell (sadly, an unsuccessful venture). So...this weekend. Friday night I went to the birthday party of this girl Sarah that Alisa knew from Emerson. We got there around 11, which I now realize is way too early when you don't know everyone/anyone. So we stood around uncomfortably for about an hour, barely holding a conversation w/ each other, just looking around for anyone who would want to talk to us. It's sad, but true. We decided we weren't going to get trashed, but just wanted to get to a "comfortable" level of drunk so we wouldn't feel awkward. Silly girls. We even realized during this discussion that the difference b/w being comfortable and being completely f*cked up is about two drinks. And I easily crossed this line into being obliterated. So I'm sure I made an a** out of myself, but that's nothing new. Who cares, I had fun. Felt like sh*t the next day, but a good time nonetheless. Saturday I went to Sunset Junction....after pre-partying at Justin's for several hours, we headed down to try and catch Ben Kweller, which we did, the last few songs at least. I danced like an idiot and didn't care. Until, during the Donnas, I realized I was standing directly next to this guy I know. All of the sudden I felt very self conscious. Maybe it was the fact that when we made eye contact he said, "Reagan, I knew that was you being annoying." I'm kind of pissed off at myself, why should I have cared what he thought? But after that, I just wasn't dancing as furiously as before. I was left just bobbing my head. Like everyone else. What really made this weekend awesome is that I met at least 4 new people, all of whom I'm sure (hoping) I'll see again. I really love meeting new people, it's one of my favorite things to do. Sh*t....time to actually do work. I wasn't ready for this.
Reagan